|
[07 Sep 2007|12:14am] |
|
you experience moods and feelings that are quite different from your "normal" self. You may ask if this is really you, it seems so different. And you may also desire something that belongs to someone else, or you may desire greater control over something that is both yours and another's. In either case you must recognize that your attachment serves no real purpose and that it is a potential source of trouble.
|
|
| Ending self-torture (Chiron Square Pluto) |
[22 Aug 2007|10:43pm] |
Everyday demands will take up much of your time and energy. You do not always have to give in, nor should you feel guilty if you sometimes say no. Such feelings of guilt have their origins in childhood, when you were dependent on your parents' love and attention. Your fear of being abandoned if you were not able to fulfil your parents' wishes and expectations was the natural response.
It will also greatly ease your situation if you can stop fighting to hold onto things which have become one burden too many, causing much of your inner turmoil. The ability to let go of things which have brought little benefit despite costing a lot of time and energy can create the space for new experiences.
|
|
|
[22 Aug 2007|08:15pm] |
Mushroom
To dream that you are eating mushrooms, denotes that you will be humiliated and disgraced by love. You will have many uphill battles and challenging situations and relationships.
LSD
To dream that you take LSD, represents an awakening and expanded consciousness. You are looking at things from a new perspective.
Morphing
To dream that you or someone is morphing into another person, suggests that you need to incorporate aspects of this other person into your own character. You are in need of some change. Alternatively, you need to learn to see things from someone else's perspective and expand your awareness.
Drunk
To dream that you are drunk, suggests that you are acting careless and insensible. You are losing control of your life and have lost a grip on reality.
Intoxicated
To dream that you are intoxicated, indicates that you are losing control of some situation. The dream may also suggest that you have attained a new level of awareness.
Tipsy
To dream that you are tipsy, signifies your carefree nature and jovial disposition.
To see others tipsy in your dream, denotes that you need to be careful in who you associate yourself with. Their actions may reflect on your own character.
Party
To dream that you are at a party, suggests that you need to get out more and enjoy yourself. If the party is bad, then it indicates that you are unsure of your social skills.
Hugging
To dream that you are hugging someone, symbolizes your loving and caring nature. You are holding someone or something close to your heart. Alternatively, it may indicate your need to be more affectionate.
|
|
| CUEI |
[03 Aug 2007|04:58am] |
|
not afraid of doing the wrong things, does not value rules and regulations, prefers unpredictable to organized, does not accomplish work on time, needs to maintain high levels of excitement, out for own personal gain, not afraid to draw attention to self, more pleasure seeking than responsible, not bothered by disorder, retaliatory, thrives on the rush of risk taking, unpredictable, asks questions that nobody else does, often does not know what they are doing, spontaneous, first to act, not easily hurt, not apprehensive about new encounters, does not readily admit mistakes, not a perfectionist, not apologetic, disorganized, socially comfortable, outgoing, calm in crisis, fearless, atheist/agnostic tendencies, good at getting people to have fun, opinionated, not easily moved to tears, sexually immodest, adventurous, unconventional, aggressive, often late, high energy level, likes the spotlight, ambivalent about the needs of others, worry free, acts without thinking or planning, bad at saving money, selfish
|
|
| lol i geuss |
[03 Aug 2007|04:56am] |
Egocentric
egocentric, self absorbed, not loyal, not generous, only concerned about those close to them, prone to bitterness, can ignore the rights of others, narcissist, meglomaniac, competitive, controlling, needs to have the upper hand in relationships, vain, materialistic, values indivuality over loyalty, not afraid of conflict, would pursue a career that was harmful to others, believes the benefits of freedom outweigh the benefits of attachment, does not value organized religion, does not like to admit making mistakes, quick tempered, not traditional, tactless, blunt, suspicious, makes enemies, wants to be famous, prefers technical careers (law, engineering, medicine), prefers instant gratification, attracted to prestige, manipulative, influenced more by self than others, decisive
|
|
|
[22 Jul 2007|12:41am] |
Be careful about games in which you and your partner manipulate emotions to gain power over each other.
Also be careful about feelings of possessiveness and jealousy.
|
|
| taurus horoscope |
[06 Jul 2007|12:51am] |
|
As the song says, when it comes to a new relationship, you had better shop around! There are quite a few interesting candidates on the scene right now, but many of them are not worthy of a second look. Keep in mind that choosing a book based on its cover will probably leave you disappointed. When people have too much outer beauty, they sometimes tend to get lazy about inner beauty. Look for someone who offers more for you in both areas -- inside and out.
|
|
|
[10 Jun 2007|01:47am] |
| [ |
music |
| |
placebo - sucker lover |
] |
coke shesays: your sim wont get along with the gays next door
coke shesays: and i wanted all of us to be besties :[
electric bomb: LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl
electric bomb: thats sad bb
coke shesays: idk maybe its because i only put 1 point into your niceness
coke shesays: lol
electric bomb: LMFOA U BETCH
coke shesays: ROFLLLL
electric bomb: atleast 2
electric bomb: is it iek out of 10
electric bomb: make me a dyke whore
electric bomb: mayeb theyl liek me then
coke shesays: ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
coke shesays: yeah 1 out of 10
coke shesays: lol
electric bomb: O LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO
electric bomb: well tahts nto very accurate potrait is it
coke shesays: yeah its more like 4-5 out of 10
electric bomb: aw bb thansk for givign me the extra 3 points
coke shesays: LOL
electric bomb: on my irl niceness
electric bomb: 4-5 out of TEN LFMAO
coke shesays: my niceness is like 4-5 out of 10 too
coke shesays: atleast behind peoples backs
electric bomb: thats wonderful bb
coke shesays: i made yoru aspirition romance so youre like one of the town whores
coke shesays: and i wanted you to make one of the gays next door cheat on his bf
coke shesays: with you
coke shesays: lol
coke shesays: or me
electric bomb: OMG OLOLOL!!!!!
electric bomb: TAHTS ABSOULTY GENIUS
coke shesays: LOL
electric bomb: doi get down with pritty gusy at least
coke shesays: LMAO not yet
coke shesays: should i make you get down with oliver
electric bomb: MFAO!!!!
electric bomb: omg do it
coke shesays: ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
electric bomb: make meget preg
coke shesays: LMAO OMG
coke shesays: do you knwo how horrible that would be
electric bomb: LMFO LMFOALMFOA
coke shesays: babies are just as annoying in the game as they are in real life
electric bomb: o o god
coke shesays: LOL
electric bomb: hen make an abortion in case i do
coke shesays: HAHAHAH
electric bomb: lex sim better be smart
coke shesays: or i could let teh nany kidnap it
electric bomb: o tru tru
coke shesays: LOL im having her work on her ~*charisma*~
|
|
|
[08 Jun 2007|12:36am] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Lil Keke - Still Swervin |
] |
I just smoked 4 blunts with someone's mother.
|
|
| I hate pregnant El Salvadorian bitches |
[27 May 2007|12:09am] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Spice Girls - Love Thing |
] |
Julio's pregnant ex-girlfriend stalked me down and attacked my car with a baseball bat while i was sitting in it. I almost hit the bitch with my car trying to get out of my parking spot. This is THE SECOND TIME she's tried to attack me. Julio and me are just friends and we never did shit.
Nothing happened to my car even though she hit it HARD, several times. He's sending her back to Texas next week. She was chasing Julio down, fell on her stomach, and they had to go to the hospital. Nothing happened to his baby but it serves the bitch right.
|
|
|
[30 Mar 2007|02:33am] |
I've been acting like a real fuckin dick lately
snoopy gave me a $300 stereo for my car for my birthday
and i shit all over him the other day
spit out the food at some Columbian restaurant he took me to into a napkin
i kicked his red bull out of his hand and screamed in Russian in the street
then told him to bother some other girl
i feel like shit & i don't know how to apologize or make things right
i don't mean half the shit i say when I'm pissed
i know i hurt him so bad but i cant stop I'm addicted to causing pain and drama
it's like i just take it as far as i can possibly go to see what happens because i'm a.d.d
one time i threw a bowl of oranges at my ex's head
still he wanted me
|
|
|
[03 Mar 2007|12:07am] |
|
Allow others to reveal their intentions and secrets rather than spilling your own guts.
|
|
|
[27 Feb 2007|05:11pm] |
|
i really am out of my fuckin control
|
|
| Llita's msg to a random kid |
[20 Jun 2006|12:05am] |
don't listen to those 2 blokes
i'm the one you need to marry
i'll bake you cookies and suck your johnson all night long.
you're so cute it makes my eyes hurt
HAHAHAA WHAT A DYKEY WHORE
|
|
| starbucks |
[16 Jun 2006|08:43am] |
Favorite summer Starbucks drinks
(All w/o whipped cream and in size "tall):
Tazo Passion iced tea lemonade: 90 cals
Tazo Green iced tea lemonade: 90 cals
Tazo Black iced tea: 60 cals
Tazo Passion iced tea: 60 cals
Coffee Frappuccino light blend coffee:190 cals
Expresso Frappuccino light blend coffee:100 cals
Caramel Frappuccino light blend coffee:240
Blackberry gree tea Frappuccino:310
|
|
| ill |
[04 Mar 2006|05:14pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sick |
] |
well i've been awfully ill for about a week now
it feels like i've got hatchets in my throat and
thank god everyone is calling me because i'm so alone
that i could go insane.
|
|
|
[15 Jan 2006|12:59am] |
When I say the world is unreal I don't mean that these trees are unreal. These trees are absolutely real -- but the way you see these trees is unreal. These trees are not unreal in themselves -- they exist in god, they exist in absolute reality -- but the way you see them you never see them; you are seeing something else, a mirage.
You create your own dream around you and unless you become awake you will continue to dream. The world is unreal because the world that you know is the world of your dreams. When dreams drop and you simply encounter the world that is there, then the real world.
But right now whatsoever you see is not the truth, it is a projected lie. That is the meaning of a mirage. And once you see, even for a single split moment, if you can see, if you can allow yourself to see, you will find immense benediction present all over, everywhere -- in the clouds, in the sun, on the earth.
This is a beautiful world. But I am not talking about your world, I am talking about my world. Your world is very ugly, your world is your world created by a self, your world is a projected world. You are using the real world as a screen and projecting your own ideas on it.
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
calm
